I like painting lemons and the best ones are the big lumpy lemons that you don’t find in supermarkets (a friend went to Brighton to buy lemons for me a month ago). Painting yellow is unlike painting anything else. I can’t build the forms methodically and analytically. The only way that I can finish paintings of lemons is to get lost in them and muddle through to a resolution that I don’t understand how I achieved.
A few years ago I made three paintings of the same simple Still Life; lemons in a wooden bowl with a couple of books.
This first painting had the objects in the centre of the canvas. After that I pushed everything against the left side of the composition so I had a lot of empty space. I like empty space in paintings.
I sold two of those paintings and gave one to my girlfriend. Some time later she saw sense and she left me. A couple of years later she sent me an email saying that she didn’t want my paintings any more, would I like them back? I replied immediately that even though we weren’t together I had thought that she would always like the paintings but yes, if she didn’t want them I would like them back. Within minutes I got another email “Sorry they went to someone else”. That has always seemed like a really shitty thing to do.
Someone contacted me recently asking if I still had the same painting of lemons, the one I gave away. She had found it on Instagram. I said that I didn’t and I told her the story. I happened to be painting another composition with lemons but she said that it was on that original painting that she had set her heart… so, I tracked down one of the other paintings, one that I had sold, and I went to London to borrow it back for a few weeks and I am making, not exactly a copy, but another version.
This is my new version as it looked a few days ago. I’m still talking to the Instagram woman and I am hoping that she’ll be interested if and when I get it finished.